BEYOND BEYOND #76 (as i lay on the broken couch)

…as I lay on the broken couch
My mind is pregnant with ideas
After each page I write
I have to lay down
From existing excitement,
For each word is a release
From a cage and a dark cave…
…as I lay on this broken couch
I see the edges of life,love and existence
This pseudo existential angst as left me bereft
And no longer broken in pieces! !!
I place the puzzle pieces of my life
Back together,
Thus far in my brief 39 years
I have lived a life that’s full
I have traveled down so many highways,
Much more then this I have always done it
MY WAY! !!
…as I lay upon this broken couch
Wrapping my arms around the serenity of
Long ago memories,
I will FUCK myself to death
Till I have nothing left, leave something
Great and beautiful behind before I actually
Finally reach the death I so crave,
The death that I have so publicly pushed myself towards…
…as I lay on the broken couch
I see and recognize that I am loved and protected,
I wasn’t meant to be a shooting star
Nor was I meant to burn out and fade away,
Still as with anything I do
I’ll do it
MY WAY! !!

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  1. Pingback: BEYOND BEYOND #76 (as i lay on the broken couch) | worldofdonad's Blog

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